life moves

"Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in awhile, you could miss it." - Ferris Bueller's Day Off


i can count the hours until my life changes big time.
...almost on one hand.
i cleaned out my office. i organized my computer. i shared all the right files. i danced at my parties. people have been notified. the papers have been signed. the keys almost turned in.
when i look around here at my office, it looks empty. it looks ready for the next lucky soul to jump in here and make their mark on this place.

i can't wait to see it. it's going to be quite a sight.
but until then, like right now rather... i'm stopped. and looking around at the remains of life that i've lived for the last four years, and spent the four before that preparing for.

the moment is going to pass soon. and things are going to start spinning again.

Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need. - Grey's Anatomy